Rant on...

...girls who are in love with a famous guy. In general, I couldn't care less about them but now it's annoying me. And the reason why it does is actually simple, at least for me.

They're crying about these guys for reasons that I really know all to well: They want to hug them, they want to kiss them, they want them around. They don't want other girls getting what they wish for, so jealousy is one of their biggest problems. But it's fecking retarded to think that their problems are on the same level than those of people with real partners.

Listening to girls like them, it fucking pisses me off at times. Specially times like these. I'm missing my love so much, on some days it's hard to deal with this torturous feeling of longing and my heart's so weak that even the smallest things could remind me of what I'm missing, no matter how hard I try to push the thought away. I want her around, I want to hide in her arms; but I can't. Because she's not there. And I can't go to her. That's missing.

Having a crush on a star, on someone who is so far away that you barely see their light, that's really not like being in love with someone you know, you really know. Someone you know better than your own house. Someone you've already touched and kissed. Someone your heart is addicted to. How can you miss someone you've never seen in real? How can you miss touching them when you've never touched them before? What you've never had, you can't miss.

And then the other point; jealousy. They're jealous of the people who are closer to their crush than they are, they start to hate them. They maybe even feel so "hurt" that they can't talk about them [A/N: About the one they love] and what not. It's not a big deal; they can be as jealous as they want, their love can do whatever they want only because of one reason: famous people are always there. They're always on TV or on the internet. They won't go away because one girlie was too jealous of their newest girlfriend. But the reality isn't like that, not at all. In reality, your partner can leave you and that's why you learn to fight for them, and that's why you learn to discuss, to make compromises because you love the other one and you don't want to lose them. Because you know that they are able to leave you. Forever.

Stars won't leave you when they don't even know about you.

And that makes you wonder if these girlies are able to keep a relationship healthy. Or keep it even at all. Things are easy for them; they can imagine their "partners" to be the way they want, they can believe what they want and they don't have to fight for them because -as stated before- they don't have to fear that they might lose them.

Recently, I said to a friend: "Love's a serious business." And I think that's the truth, real love can't be treated carelessly. Or otherwise it will fade like a flower.

Maybe this all doesn't make any real sense but well, I don't care to be honest.

And my iTunes is playing me love songs... I hate you, iTunes.