"Why are you running out of fuel that quickly?"

...feeling sick, it's 7.31am and i only slept for like.... 20 minutes? I won't be able to sleep this afternoon, but that's ok. Going to bed early then instead.

But there are many other things why I'm feeling sick... well, 's alright, they'll solve themselves on their own eventually. :)

Heading off in an hour or so, hopefully someone's awake until then, or before that, would appreciate that.

Jack Skellington is singing in my head, is kinda funny.

"Why are you running out of fuel that quickly?"

"I emptied it out."

"You emptied it? Why?"

"To make room for the tuna."

I love that part! Or: "WHY is his head sooooo big? WHY is his HEAD sooooooo BIIIGG?" XD

Everything is heavy, am I still alive?

My arms are so heavy, and I was only cleaning the damn rug in the living room. But well, resting some before continuing to clean. Next stop is my room, only washing the dishes and vaccum-cleaning the floor, upstairs and downstairs.

After that, preparing the waffles and collecting all my dvds together. And maybe watching some InvaderZim. Again.

Should've done the layout last night but couldn't find the right pictures so I have to wait until tomorrow to continue. Hopefully, I'm done with it by sunday. That would be great.

But cleaning and listening to Room Eleven very louldly is more like relaxing than working! Jazz is just so awesome, the best music to enjoy :)

Well, I think I make a new layout for my blog right now, so I can delete this header... not that I don't like it, it's great but it's not so good to have like the same header as on the other blog, well, fansite. Maybe that's just me.

Working on a layout...

It is soooo depressing! First of all, it's too hot to focus on anything! As if it wasn't hot enough with the laptop on my lap, no, Kitty has to come and cuddle itself against my leg. Thanks, Kitty.

And no, it's not my cat and her name is not Kitty.

Additionally, I am working on a new layout right now. And you know what? I am waiting for HOURS for this idea to pop up in my head and it finally did so just about a few minutes ago. I shouldn't be so mad right now, but I am, and why? There is one freaking picture I need to get the layout done. WITHOUT this stupid tag on his beautiful face. It's so depressing!

I can't log into any Coppermine galleries anymore, which sucks so bad. At least that fact helps me with the decision wether creating an own gallery or taking a Coppermine one. Haha, thanks.

Not fair. Not fair at all. I will have to ask a friend but I'm afraid that she'll bite my head off, even though I know that she won't. Because she's such a lovely person!

Hate to ask people for things, it's not only making you dependent from them, no, it just sucks. You can't ask for things over and over again and not giving back any of it. EVEN if the certain person offers you their help.

Everything sucks.

Well, I should empty the glass and then try it again.

This is going to be a great night...

I fell through the ice...

Photoshop, I hate you.

Asshole, I hate you, too.

This is why I hate the first thing:

Recently, I decided that art is nothing for me. So I quitted drawing and stuff (no, little doodles don't count!), taking photos as well. Was really good at doing so. Oh no, wait. It was hard to talk about art. About art school in particular since I stopped working for it. There's no way that I will ever be accepted at an art school, so why wasting my time with trying? Art's not my thing, I'm not hooked or anything. Sure, I put too much pressure on myself but who does not? I just don't want to end up hurt. I don't want to put too much effort into a drawing that no one likes. I know I'm not supposed to make others happy but what is life if you're the only one interested into it? So that's art for me. Drawing means that I want to express myself. Feelings and thoughts that I usually keep locked up inside of me only find their way to the surface through a pencil. And I want someone to see it. To look at it and at least think "I know how you're feeling now, I understand". But no reaction means that no one was able to understand me. And that hurts.

Denying that I love art and that I love to draw isn't less painful either but... maybe it helps. I'll learn how to hide it. Even though it won't never stop hurting to know that I'll never live my dream.

But back to Photoshop. It got me. I figured that the more I try to push art off of my life, the less I succeed. I only wanted to work on the screenshots of my Sims I took the other day, and you know what happened? I ended up being proud of it. Because I didn't use anything, I made it all on my own!

I'm going to upload them later, after I added the phrases of my best friend to them :)

And the other thing I mentioned in the beginning of this post... nahh, it's my secret. He cut his hair again.

I've got pain in my body

Energy drinks usually have less caffeine than a normal cup of coffee. To a certain extent - that's not fair. I would want them too have more caffeine when not more than a cup of coffee.

But let's look at it from another perspective: If you love caffeine, no matter in which substance (either it's a coke, a cup of coffee, an energy drink or whatever else contains caffeine), but you usually feel more like drinking beer all day long, why not replacing the beer with an energy drink? Keep drinking energy whenever your head tells you, you need a beer. So, in this case, it's rather good that energy drinks don't have that much caffeine. Imagine you would drink coffee for each beer you would drink (assumed you have 10 bottles a day), your body wouldn't be able to handle all the caffeine.

So, energy drinks have less caffeine than coffee but what makes energy drinks better is this fact of less caffeine because you can drink more of it than you could drink coffee.

Another point for energy drinks: When they're cooled, they're even tastier which is good in summer ;)